This blog is for my girlfriend , Loren Ray. We have minimal communication for the next week or so to make time go by im making her this blog to show her exactly how i feel (: also itll include the count down to the day i get to see my love, march 10. Shes my everything and today (feb21) is our first day not talking and i miss her like hell. so here it goes, this is for you baby <3 thats her right down there (:
<3 . i got to see you today finally :D. your as beautiful as ever. i really am happy to have you in my life and i cant fkn wait to see you ahhhhhhhhhhhh! :D:D:D
sooo..
you passed out a while ago its 4 30 in the morning and i cant stop thinking about ya . i wish i could talk to you all night but i know you need you sleep (: you really are the best thing to happen to me like ever lol you make me the happiest girl in the universe and i cant wait to spend everyday with you. your amazing in everyway and im not just saying that <3 your amazing inside and out and your actually EVERYTHING i have ever looked for . your my perfect girl (: and i love you to pieces . your my everything baby <3 you are my rock to my rolling thunder. your the peanut butter to my jelly , the smoke to my high lol for you ill always wait no matter what. ill always try my best to make you the happiest you can be and ill never give up. i love you boo.
oh and im really fucking stoned right now lol. cant wait to blow you a charge haha ;)
about 40 minutes ago i decided to look at my phone, see if you msged me. there were no notifications but i thought id still go into the inbox and check, i go on and read the last message. it was unfamiliar but posted like i wrote it (lag) with in seconds i realized it was a message from you. i was in the basement …i dont think ive ever ran the two stair cases so fast to come talk to . went i got on i then realized i was almost 2 hours late :( .. im still here hoping you go back on, i miss you so incredibly much , its been 11 days since ive seen your wonderful face :( but baby guess what , its saturday and that means ill be in your arms this time next week and ill be the happiest girl in the world. I love you and i couldnt be more excited!
6 more days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahh !
I cant believe ill be in your arms , see you face , kiss you lips, fall asleep with you, wake up to your beautiful face, hold your hands, feel your touch, look into those wonderful eyes and just have the most amazing time ever with the one i love in just one week! you have no idea how excited i am. i miss you sooo much, it feels like we havent talked in an eternity but any time away from you feels like forever. i really really miss you , you have no idea. but just seven more days <3 i love you.